and I’m watching Casino Royale
on my laptop, in bed
with a glass of pinot noir
and I swear I wasn’t thinking of you but
there’s that scene where Bond tells Vesper
"your beauty is a problem"
because people won’t take her seriously
and I thought of you
not because I was thinking of you
but if you remember the last time
you invited yourself over
how we talked
about our world
about our society
about our families
about our deepest insecurities
about love
and you said something
to that same effect
anyway I wasn’t thinking of you
it just reminded me of when
you said you met someone
that you're in love
and that you can talk
about the world
about family
about love
while I sit with a glass of pinot noir
in bed, on my laptop
watching Casino Royale
on a Monday night
not thinking of you